(10/1/03)

I will soon forget my name

Soon forget my thoughts

Of ever being a person, independent

Of ever being a person, a girl

Master - That is my God

My only thought My only concern

Why do I allow this to happen

Why do I yearn for something so obviously wrong

I’m about to give my soul to you

My faith

My heart

As a human being

I will become so much less, so much more

Disposable

So much more

Contaminated

This is was attracts me to you

This is what frightens me about you

I’m about to give my mind to you

My power

My will

To say ‘no’

I will become so much less, so much more

Tractable

So much more

Subservient

This is what attracts me to you

This is what frightens me about you

I’m about to give you my body

My senses

My flesh

Become an object of Your pleasure

I will become so much less, so much more

Desirable

So much more

Degraded

This is what attracts me to you

This is what frightens me about you

I will soon forget my name

Soon forget my thoughts

Of ever being a person, independent

Of ever being a person, a girl

Master - That is my God

My only thought My only concern

Why do I allow this to happen

Why do I yearn for something so obviously wrong